My paintings are autobiographical in that they
reveal my most intimate thoughts and feelings. My work starts
from personal emotions that are sometimes difficult to reveal
directly. Never have I been a direct person . . . I find it difficult
to communicate, speak clearly or directly. I best express myself
through the use of metaphor, the language of myth preceding logic.
When developing a portrait, I place myself amongst objects
collected throughout the years, such as personal photographs,
periodical
ads and artifacts. Scattered about, these images help me achieve
a sense of order to start painting. I call this “the process
of association”, a vague attempt at recording dreams or
memory. In this state of unconsciousness, so to speak, ideas
emerge. I usually create portraits of people I know. But rather
than self-standing portraits, these become “containers” that
hold subject matter or narrative. While at times I romanticize
the association between elements, at other instances I juxtapose
dark and absurd elements. In any case, I deconstruct the image,
only to find its essence in the process.